I BELIEVE...                                            

Assalamualaikum and salam Jumaah (Friday) to everyone.. :)


                                                           

Colour of your life

     Alhamdulillah and all praise to Allah Subhanahuwa Taala for all his gifts to us: life,love, family, foods and many more.Indeed, if we want to count all his Nikmah (gifts) absolutely  cannot be counted.Too many things in this world gave by Allah whether we realize or not .In the morning, we feel the ray of the sun so as the fresh air( for those who wake up early of course,hehe).While in the night, He gave us time for rest after so many hours in the day.But for  some of them , still get the chance to 'work harder' to improve their quality of life.So, say 'Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal (Praise to Allah for all matters)

Friends,

    Despite of all His gifts to us, do not ever forget to remember for those who have to face the test in this life.I believe, all person in this  world will be tested with various ways and forms and might differ from others.Some might be  because of family and environment, others might due to wealth or poorness, some might because of studies.Everyday in our life will be tested for many things and matters either internally or externally or maybe both in the same time.At one point, we feel so tired and restless and hopeless .Well dear, these tests are not more than to be as instruments to know our Iman (Faith) to Him.The more or the harder the test, the higher your 'status' on the 'Eyes' of Allah.Because, many people today are easily confess their grateful to the Creator when they got what they wanted or wished . Unfortunately, forgetting Him when been tested by Allah Subhanahuwa Taala.

     The nearest example is mine. I admit that in several cases(perhaps maybe always) when I got something, I feel so happy and I could remember to say thank to Allah. But once , He tested me with something, I become so' careless' to relate of all this test was actually a measurement so Allah will increase my position (to near with him) only if I pass it.Often, we became so 'reactive' like crazy, then we end up to make other trouble since we feel that we are the only to bare the burden.How big the problem is, believe that all this is actually according to our level of faith as stated in Qur'an. Believe me, you are the SELECTED BY ALLAH to pass this test.  ( Please take note for myself.)

Ladies and gentlemen, 

   Despite of be patience with obstacles and hurdles in your life, please remember that you have to find the way out from the problem.The way out which means find the way to solve your problems and not to RUN AWAY FROM IT.Seek the help from the experts e.g. Doctors, Counselors, Ustadz (religious people), pious or anyone to suit  with your problem.If you have a health problem, find the medicine and take care of your health until your recover.In the same time, make the efforts parallel to the way of Islam with the presence of Du'a (prayer) and Tawakkal (Hope to leave all the rest to Allah).This is what Islam' want :Efforts, Pray, Leave to Allah).Wether the result is good or not, that is another case but Allay will reward you according to your efforts.

    Talking about health, Insya Allah I am planning to find my solutions on this matter.I should 'force' myself so I would able to do many things mainly to spread the goodness afterwards.This test become so painful for me  for many years and I believe, only and the only Allah knows best for me. I really hope everything will be okay since for many times I did many 'escapism'  which I did not intended to but in many incidents, it occurred as I myself  trying to overcome this issue.Yes, it affected my psychological aspect whereby I felt so shame on myself due to decreasing of self esteem and to 'cover' so others will not easily noticed by my conditions.'Ala kulli hal, thanks to everyone who knows me because give me some 'space'.

    Before I stop, let me share one of my favorite songs sung by Irfan Makki feat Maher Zain entitled "I Believe''. Please find it in the Google since I do not plan to upload it to my blog(lack of experties,hehe).

Wallahu'alam bissawab.

See ya!

                                                  "When I'm ill, it is Allah who cures me"

Life is a journey(Picture from Internet)