Testing, testing, 1, 2, 3...hehhe..
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| My father's favor |
Assalamualaikum and a good afternoon to all brothers & sisters !!!! :D
I am actually so busy today even though today is a public holiday - Hari Malaysia (Now I am in a meeting , but we stop for a while for a short rest). My post today just want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY WA EID MILAD to my Ayah (my dad). Ya, I know, he won't able to read this post (even many of my family members don't know this blog).
Ayah,
Thanks to Allah because he has gave me chance to be your eldest child. I know, I am not a good child for you, always we have arguments,quarrels, many more but believe me, I do not want others to replace you as my the only father. I love you from the bottom of my heart and I do believe that I love you more than my other brothers and sisters. You raised me up , you fed me up and even protected me especially when I was small.
Ayah,
We had through many things in our life together, from a very difficult life to a good life (I assumed). Many things happened in our family and as the eldest, I must to be strong, so I can be ;role model' to my 'adik-adik'. Probably , you don't know but I feel very proud of you and sometimes I even shared the story of your life to certain people, to tell others about the victory and sad moments of my father though you was not graduated from university and even high school due to your extremely poorness long time ago.
Dear Ayah,
Before I end my writing (typing), I would like to as your forgiveness for all my wrongdoings to you that might hurt your feeling as a father. My ego sometimes led me into sinful acts and even sometimes I dared to raise my voice to you , neglecting my respect to you, just want to...hurm.. I am so sorry father...Supposedly I should be more humble and more polite on you to convey the kindness and advice to you... Deeply so sorry....minta maaf ayah...
May Allah lead you into a blissful life here and Hereafter together with our family especially with oue beloved MAMA... Pray for me especially on my study. I've been here for a long time ) almost 7 years and 1 year more to go). I tried my best but this is a test for us, I shall keep moving and I will return one day to our hometown., serve for both Mama and you as well for the ummah. Amiin.
With love,
Your eldest child.
:)
